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11.17.2009
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8.19.2009
7.26.2009
7.03.2009
6.30.2009
4 for the day:
RIP Brilliant pre-insane MJ...
Movie 1 I cannot wait to see.
Movie 2 I cannot wait to see.
Movie 3 I cannot wait to see.
CLICK HERE
Movie 4 I cannot wait to see.
6.29.2009
Time to make some music, life music.
so.
i just spent an amazing weekend in Michigan.
it really is so true- you never realize how much you really love & appreciate something until you are really away from it for a long time.
i started to notice this a bit last year though i was too swept up in the mess that is columbia to want to go back to MI much.
then on mack (though it is a part of MI)...i noticed it a bit more when i was away for three months straight except for a mini miracle of a one night visit home for my brothers wedding.
but now.
going home is a treat.
& while i was home i got to spend a lovely bit of time with my boyfriend whom i absolutely adore & friends of mine i still like to consider friends because they are people that can even after months of not interacting with me so much, still manage to make me smile and laugh.
& then i realize... i might be a softy- but anyone who can make me smile, whether it be a bum on the street or a teacher, or a person i work with or walk with on the street or make eye contact semi-awkwardly + smile at, or whatever, i think i could see myself becoming friends with them in some way.
...even if it is just a minute friend.
Anyhow- life is getting as complicated as me driving.
I wish things were laid out nicely for me. I wish everything was handed to me just as I am supposed to receive it.
Well actually that is all bull. I just wish I had space and time in my life to accept the things I want to receive. Somehow I keep filling up my days with things that should fit in this little life I'm building for myself but they don't equal what I am looking for. Not making any sense? Ehh, maybe I can only understand the crazy ass thoughts going on in my mind today.
Last week i also went out to dinner with my friend eddie.
we had some (A TON) of lou malnotti's pizza at the (subtle suggestion of Mrs.Loerop through Jenna).
Lots of conversation that always leads to me wondering if i am happy doing what i am doing; working towards what i am working towards. i hate self-doubt.
Jenna knows this along with the rest of my best friends & mom that I cannot make decisions for the life of me.
Lately I've been getting slightly bitched at for not being able to make simple decisions. The problem is. I hate making small decisions. It seems so much time is spent on making decisions that really have no difference between the options, at least to me they don't.
Either a- i need to start finding importance in the trivial things, or i need to start planning on always choosing option one. Im tired of spending so much time on little decisions. It is driving me up the wall & keeping me from enjoying what's decided.
k- that might seem slightly bull shit; it's not. it's just a bit confusing.
Next year I am not doing this to myself. Less decisions... YES. Thanks. Great. Love. It.
I know what I want.
Travel + Do something Art-FULL + lay in fields and swim and focus on simply breathing and experiencing each day, day by day for a good amount of time; could take me months or maybe an entire year.
I am slightly, no extremely terrified I have set myself up & planned for a successful future with little happiness & freedom.
I know I don't want that.
Now let's not let that happen : )
Time to make some key BIG decisions.
bah bah-da bah BAH! Bang Bank Tap.
Time to make some music, life music.
Seriously the most unorganized mess was just written.
good god. PEACE.
-aka this is why i don't normally write on this blog-
i just spent an amazing weekend in Michigan.
it really is so true- you never realize how much you really love & appreciate something until you are really away from it for a long time.
i started to notice this a bit last year though i was too swept up in the mess that is columbia to want to go back to MI much.
then on mack (though it is a part of MI)...i noticed it a bit more when i was away for three months straight except for a mini miracle of a one night visit home for my brothers wedding.
but now.
going home is a treat.
& while i was home i got to spend a lovely bit of time with my boyfriend whom i absolutely adore & friends of mine i still like to consider friends because they are people that can even after months of not interacting with me so much, still manage to make me smile and laugh.
& then i realize... i might be a softy- but anyone who can make me smile, whether it be a bum on the street or a teacher, or a person i work with or walk with on the street or make eye contact semi-awkwardly + smile at, or whatever, i think i could see myself becoming friends with them in some way.
...even if it is just a minute friend.
Anyhow- life is getting as complicated as me driving.
I wish things were laid out nicely for me. I wish everything was handed to me just as I am supposed to receive it.
Well actually that is all bull. I just wish I had space and time in my life to accept the things I want to receive. Somehow I keep filling up my days with things that should fit in this little life I'm building for myself but they don't equal what I am looking for. Not making any sense? Ehh, maybe I can only understand the crazy ass thoughts going on in my mind today.
Last week i also went out to dinner with my friend eddie.
we had some (A TON) of lou malnotti's pizza at the (subtle suggestion of Mrs.Loerop through Jenna).
Lots of conversation that always leads to me wondering if i am happy doing what i am doing; working towards what i am working towards. i hate self-doubt.
Jenna knows this along with the rest of my best friends & mom that I cannot make decisions for the life of me.
Lately I've been getting slightly bitched at for not being able to make simple decisions. The problem is. I hate making small decisions. It seems so much time is spent on making decisions that really have no difference between the options, at least to me they don't.
Either a- i need to start finding importance in the trivial things, or i need to start planning on always choosing option one. Im tired of spending so much time on little decisions. It is driving me up the wall & keeping me from enjoying what's decided.
k- that might seem slightly bull shit; it's not. it's just a bit confusing.
Next year I am not doing this to myself. Less decisions... YES. Thanks. Great. Love. It.
I know what I want.
Travel + Do something Art-FULL + lay in fields and swim and focus on simply breathing and experiencing each day, day by day for a good amount of time; could take me months or maybe an entire year.
I am slightly, no extremely terrified I have set myself up & planned for a successful future with little happiness & freedom.
I know I don't want that.
Now let's not let that happen : )
Time to make some key BIG decisions.
bah bah-da bah BAH! Bang Bank Tap.
Time to make some music, life music.
Seriously the most unorganized mess was just written.
good god. PEACE.
-aka this is why i don't normally write on this blog-
6.10.2009
5.28.2009
5.20.2009
5.05.2009
4.27.2009
Funny youtube videos you can vote on from Ellen Degeneres
http://ellen.warnerbros.com/polls/favoritewebvideo/index.php
http://ellen.warnerbros.com/polls/favoritewebvideo/index.php
4.09.2009
4.08.2009
3.29.2009
Over. Travel. Breathe.
Spring break is over.
Some great things I have figured out:
-I am going to travel soon.
-I am taking a semester off to do so & mom isn’t pressing against it anymore.
-I want to travel with someone.
-I have to drop some of the things I have been working on in order to function & have complete thoughts.
-I want to relax this summer. Work at my simple lovely little job the whole summer & relax.
-2009 will be the most stable year I have ever had in my entire life. I am dedicated to this one home in Chicago until it is over. No more back and forth divorced parents BS.
-Chicago will always & forever have the most messed up weather & I am both aware & ready for all of its seasons for the rest of time. One less thing to complain about really.
-I've realized I have to work on things one at a time otherwise nothing gets accomplished. Lame.
Everything is just fine.
I think I can breathe again.
Some great things I have figured out:
-I am going to travel soon.
-I am taking a semester off to do so & mom isn’t pressing against it anymore.
-I want to travel with someone.
-I have to drop some of the things I have been working on in order to function & have complete thoughts.
-I want to relax this summer. Work at my simple lovely little job the whole summer & relax.
-2009 will be the most stable year I have ever had in my entire life. I am dedicated to this one home in Chicago until it is over. No more back and forth divorced parents BS.
-Chicago will always & forever have the most messed up weather & I am both aware & ready for all of its seasons for the rest of time. One less thing to complain about really.
-I've realized I have to work on things one at a time otherwise nothing gets accomplished. Lame.
Everything is just fine.
I think I can breathe again.
3.22.2009
3.19.2009
3.18.2009
SW airlines attendant does a rap...
i would get board riding on planes all day.
...maybe i would come up with a rap too.
3.17.2009
Love. Love. love-love-love
i have been trying to figure out what this song was for the past year, almost to the date.
and today, I have found it!
3.10.2009
Did You Know...
most of us are way behind & will remain way behind for our entire lives.
Let's wake up.
3.09.2009
Google Earth . . .
Oh me oh my.
Photos the Google Vans caught.
lovely. just lovely. was wondering if people got caught up in google earth madness...
Heres the link for MORE GOOGLE EARTH MADNESS PICS...
3.08.2009
2.25.2009
good lord.
i really wish i didn't think phil was so funny.
cause really, this is not funny.
but i still laughed my ass off.
2.24.2009
the only way you'll find something good is to keep checkin.
From my nightly craigslisting...
FOREST HOME Cemetery Forest Park IL 7 Grave Sites Plots Chicago area
Reply to: sale-1046780849@craigslist.org [Errors when replying to ads?]
Date: 2009-02-23, 10:19AM CST
Have 7 Cemetery Plots / Grave Sites located in Section 12, Lots 65 & 66 in
Forest Home Cemetery
863 S. DesPlaines Avenue
Forest Park IL 60130
3 of the 7 are located in Lot 65 and 4 in Lot 66.
If interested, we would be open to splitting these up. We believe these to be in the older section of the Cemetery as we just found a letter in our Grandmother's estate items dated 1945 listing these sites as being available.
We have already spoken to the Cemetery and there will be no problems having the deeds transferred - We will pay for the transfer fee's!
Worth $1000+ a piece - only asking $4500/OBO for all of them!
General pictures, description and history of Forest Home, map and pictures of graves: http://www.graveyards.com/IL/Cook/foresthome/
*** Willing to consider almost any trade you might have - am rather open-minded. An idea of what things I might consider... Car, Truck, Van, R.V., 5th Wheel, Boat, Motorcycle, Coins, Bullion or ??? ***
Will consider ANY REASONABLE offer you might have *** MAKE ME AN OFFER ?!?!?***
I mean. What could possibly be worth the value of a good grave-spot.
FOREST HOME Cemetery Forest Park IL 7 Grave Sites Plots Chicago area
Reply to: sale-1046780849@craigslist.org [Errors when replying to ads?]
Date: 2009-02-23, 10:19AM CST
Have 7 Cemetery Plots / Grave Sites located in Section 12, Lots 65 & 66 in
Forest Home Cemetery
863 S. DesPlaines Avenue
Forest Park IL 60130
3 of the 7 are located in Lot 65 and 4 in Lot 66.
If interested, we would be open to splitting these up. We believe these to be in the older section of the Cemetery as we just found a letter in our Grandmother's estate items dated 1945 listing these sites as being available.
We have already spoken to the Cemetery and there will be no problems having the deeds transferred - We will pay for the transfer fee's!
Worth $1000+ a piece - only asking $4500/OBO for all of them!
General pictures, description and history of Forest Home, map and pictures of graves: http://www.graveyards.com/IL/Cook/foresthome/
*** Willing to consider almost any trade you might have - am rather open-minded. An idea of what things I might consider... Car, Truck, Van, R.V., 5th Wheel, Boat, Motorcycle, Coins, Bullion or ??? ***
Will consider ANY REASONABLE offer you might have *** MAKE ME AN OFFER ?!?!?***
I mean. What could possibly be worth the value of a good grave-spot.
2.22.2009
2.21.2009
Heartbreaking.
"...Before long, he began to contemplate death."
It is sad that it is very possible for people to forget about you. How was this man stuck in this elevator for 41 hours with no one putting two and two together?
Bah. Very possible i suppose. Just miserably unfortunate.
(click "Heartbreaking. for the story)
2.17.2009
2.08.2009
1.28.2009
1.17.2009
OHHH SNAP. SHE's BACK
Good Gracious Oh Macious.
WHAT THE HELL.
i didn't know people still liked her? Comeback movie? Redeem her schankyskanky self move?
niceeeeeee
WHAT THE HELL.
i didn't know people still liked her? Comeback movie? Redeem her schankyskanky self move?
niceeeeeee
1.14.2009
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